Blah . . .Posted on 2008.09.08 at 23:30
I don't know . . . I feel so blah. I haven't felt like that in a long time, but I find myself feeling like it now. Honestly I don't even know why I feel this way. Why now? Personally everything is fine. Hubby is treating me good. I have my own house. My family is doing fine. Yet I just feel so depressed and unhappy. I feel like I'm not fulfilling my purpose. I feel so lost in my ways and I don't know where to turn. I feel like I need to make some decisions where everything is concerned. It has got to get better. It just has to. Please tell me that it will. I don't have any faith in myself. I don't have much faith in the future.