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Blah . . .

Posted on 2008.09.08 at 23:30
I don't know . . . I feel so blah.  I haven't felt like that in a long time, but I find myself feeling like it now.  Honestly I don't even know why I feel this way.  Why now?  Personally everything is fine.  Hubby is treating me good.  I have my own house.  My family is doing fine.  Yet I just feel so depressed and unhappy.  I feel like I'm not fulfilling my purpose.  I feel so lost in my ways and I don't know where to turn.  I feel like I need to make some decisions where everything is concerned.  It has got to get better.  It just has to.  Please tell me that it will.  I don't have any faith in myself.  I don't have much faith in the future. 

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